Sometimes I often wonder what it would be like grown up in a different country and culture than mine. The hardest issue with poverty is the value. America is about being rich, having many assets and living with power to fame. Is there a certain point or age in life when our values as people start depreciating? Not having much and living a depreciating life inside poverty warps the individuals personality. Constant Negative emotional impact day and day through out tends to have boiling points then a sour outlook at values in general. The bar of living a healthy life and taking hygiene seriously is valued less and it’s usually tied into the weaken personal values. What’s weak about the value is a personal need not being obtained, there for since this needed value is lacking, all other values would also lack value in which makes a person have personalities.

The values of each person are important, and should be seen as the fitting piece to who we are as a person. When others describe you, it’s these key values, it’s like what you wear and how you wear it. The “how” is the value, and what” is irrelevant to a certain extent. However, the “what” is valueless and “how” becomes valuable. An obsession to value a richer personality is seen teeter totting through a neighborhood that “could’ have been” already valued as yours if the values within yourself is taken by charge. Understanding this is what most live to strive for. Technology helps our value become richer and also everyone else’s who uses technology wise strengthens opportunity to live.

Our brain is constantly daydreaming on what it would be like, and emotion feeds on this value as “could have”. Life is like a car, it’s brand new waiting to be driven by someone who has been driven by others. Depending on how the car is being taken care of determines how the car will take care of you. Despite all the problems one might have with the car, it’s the owners responsibility to have ongoing checkups to make sure it can operate correctly. Vehicles are usually built the same way. Frame, motor, tires, transmission, body style, paint, rims, music, horsepower. We could easily say people operate and behave like a vehicle since people were the ones who invented car parts. This car describes the owners personality and weather or not so much the value as it is part of us.

The value of personality is the value on life, nothing more. A sour personality is a sour life. What makes food spoil? Forgetting about the great nutrition, letting it rot, not reading the signs of “letting food go bad” is neglect. We’ve heard many stories around the world where we neglect to change oil and started to have problems with engine performance. The car can not change oil itself, nor can the car drive itself to “someone who cares” before “it’s too late”. The value of this is listening to loose belts or when the car blows a tire and pulls your wheel to the shoulder. If we as people neglect or deny the fact these problems can cause permanent damage to certain values that are necessary in what makes a car, drivable.

People can make hidden suggestions on what might be wrong with a car that has a flat tire. Is this car valued more with a flat tire than without, in other words two identical cars but one has a flat tire. which one is more appealing to drive? Of course anyone with sense would choose the car that’s drivable. If you can see your life being neglected, and the value of problems might not be much but attention itself. If we ignore the warming signs of not having enough gas, because I’m “Late for work”, eventually the excuses will catch up and an empty gas tank will be the blame for being fired of irresponsibility.

The message is clear. If we overrun ourselves believing what we learned was right, then all it takes is misguidance for the whole trip to be a waste.

-Jeff

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Today must be one of those days when my website is begging for attention and my brain is stuck in “lets fall asleep” mode. It’s like your dreaming of the same thing over and over being annoyed because “Why can’t this dream end” or “let me wake up”. Watching “Mall Cop” with two cats, a dog and fish. Recently there’s been issues with the surround sound goofing up and the mouths won’t move to the sound. After months of frustration it was the sony audio receiver processing the audio from an fiber optic coming from the tv. The box i got now processes the video and audio at the same time. It saves the headache on hooking up cords thanks to the HDMI ports. It’s a great piece of metal and probably a better setup. It’s got 9.2 surround, everything about it nice. One remote instead of 8. Too many remotes be confusing.

The whole audio and video processing issue is resolved. Muscle relaxers still be in my system and is the reason for the in and out, unable to fully concentrate on a values.

It sucks, because its like so desperately wanting to ride your bike around the block, after 10 feet of riding the foot slips off causing an unconcentration issue. Staying focused on riding the bike is now attention deprived.

-Jeff

Before I start the day and corrupt my mind with thoughts and desires, my body wants to express it’s weakness. Yes, that’s right i said weak. Have you ever wanted to lift something so light as in a cup of water and it felt like it weighed more than it should? Last night also when woken up at 6 am from falling asleep in bed watching motorcyles on the speed channel compete for champion cups, walked to the bathroom and part of my face was sagging, much more than normal. It was the left side while the right side looked like it wasn’t smooshed into a pillow. Perhaps this morning routine got me thinking how when younger to wake up at 8am and run out to catch the bus running like the weakness wasn’t ever present. Running in this moment would cause my legs to buckle, shake and trip over teach other as this was not what it used to be. Then again I take pain pills, and mixture of muscle relaxers before sleep and at times 30 minutes it needed to warm the engines up.

Blogging or a way to think through the slow, sedated brain waves is much different than half though my day and already thought about 4000 triggers, rather hardly anything triggering at all. It’s nice to participate in a way that my thinking doesn’t say stupid things because my brain is too aware. Recently, I’ve exchanged my Queen bed for a single bed. It’s different in size and also more firm to help straighten my spin when sleeping. Purchased a power recliner with cup holders and placed it front of a projection screen. This seat is also firm, while have not been able to try it out because of the colder temperature downstairs, however the bed is a rough exchange. I can’t turn around easily, and since my cat sleeps on a pillow next to my chest under the warm covers, it makes it more of a struggle without disrupting his relaxed purrs.

Few days back I went to sprint and purchased an HTC Hero from sprint. Thank goodness for reviews online, because without them I’m sure some of the products bought would’ve been more crappy. Sprint makes a Samsung version of the Google Android Operating System Phone and although it had some great reviews some common complaints were battery life, bulkiness, and how some people also said they wished they have spent the extra 179 and got the HTC hero, which is what i got.

Overall, I am very satisfied with this new technology because it’s got much to offer. It’s got the google android operating system for one it being open source letting developers create applications. 5 Mega Pixel Camera and the entire way it attaches itself to wanting to know more. The possibilities and capabilities  shoved in one devices interests me.

Being more awake than before my day shall start by looking for weak pieces or broken code inside http://yagina.com.

Thank you for listening to me.

-Jeff

Below there are some posts on shopster.com promotional links. For some reason the posts don’t show pictures, and when i have more time I will try and figure it out.

For the past two years affiliate marketing has been a niche of mine along with several other ways to sell products. Two weeks ago an account was created with shopster and added the 19.95 per month fee to get a custom domain. Even though I named it http://allmine.yagina.com it fit well inside the yagina.com domain.

Shopster is a drop shipping network. However, this kind of network is different when selling products. Lets say there are 5 people who want to sell products and are all signed up as members. If each of the 5 have their own products ready to be sold and shipped. What is unique about shopster is that these 5 people can be added to your network and a personal store is created. With affiliate marketing the visitor is sent to the sellers site, where shopster all transactions take place within your personal store. I decided to support spy products, and searched for the term spy, or watch phones within the shopster.com member network. I was able to sell all kinds of products, and mark up a custom value of 25%. Each sale is sent through the shopster secure servers and the order is made. The money from this orders pays for the wholesale price that i pay, and the 25% profit is mine to keep. So now if i have a product i want to sell, now i add my products to the member network and other people who also want to sell my product on their personalized store.

I like this for one reason. Everyone wins and selling your product is not as hard as it used to be.

Please sign up and check into it. You don’t need a product or credit card to get started, and once you understand this, the more smarter you can be when selling or making money.

Try Shopster for free

-Jeff

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What Are Personality Disorders?

People with personality disorders have long-standing patterns of thinking and acting that differ from what society considers usual or normal. The inflexibility of their personality can cause great distress, and can interfere with many areas of life, including social and work functioning. People with personality disorders generally also have poor coping skills and difficulty forming healthy relationships.

Unlike people with anxiety disorders, who know they have a problem but are unable to control it, people with personality disorders generally are not aware that they have a problem and do not believe they have anything to control. Because they do not believe they have a disorder, people with personality disorders often do not seek treatment.

What Is Schizoid Personality Disorder?

Schizoid personality disorder is one of a group of conditions called eccentric personality disorders. People with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar. People with schizoid personality disorder also tend to be distant, detached, and indifferent to social relationships. They generally are loners who prefer solitary activities and rarely express strong emotion. Although their names sound alike and they might have some similar symptoms, schizoid personality disorder is not the same thing as schizophrenia. Many people with schizoid personality disorder are able to function fairly well, although they tend to choose jobs that allow them to work alone, such as night security officers, library, or laboratory workers.

What Are the Symptoms of Schizoid Personality Disorder?

People with schizoid personality disorder often are reclusive, organizing their lives to avoid contact with other people. Many never marry or continue to live with their parents as adults. Other common traits of people with this disorder include the following:

They do not desire or enjoy close relationships, even with family members.
They choose solitary jobs and activities.
They take pleasure in few activities, including sex.
They have no close friends, except first-degree relatives.
They have difficulty relating to others.
They are indifferent to praise or criticism.
They are aloof and show little emotion.
They might daydream and/or create vivid fantasies of complex inner lives.

How Common Is Schizoid Personality Disorder?

It is difficult to accurately assess the prevalence of this disorder because people with schizoid personality disorder rarely seek treatment. Schizoid personality disorder affects men more often than women, and is more common in people who have close relatives with schizophrenia.

Schizoid personality disorder usually beings in early adulthood.

What Causes Schizoid Personality Disorder?

Little is known about the cause of schizoid personality disorder, but both genetics and environment are suspected to play a role. Some mental health professionals speculate that a bleak childhood where warmth and emotion were absent contributes to the development of the disorder. The higher risk for schizoid personality disorder in families of schizophrenics suggests that a genetic susceptibility for the disorder might be inherited.

How Is Schizoid Personality Disorder Diagnosed?

If symptoms are present, the doctor will begin an evaluation by performing a complete medical history and physical examination. Although there are no laboratory tests to specifically diagnose personality disorders, the doctor might use various diagnostic tests to rule out physical illness as the cause of the symptoms.

If the doctor finds no physical reason for the symptoms, he or she might refer the person to a psychiatrist or psychologist, health care professionals who are specially trained to diagnose and treat mental illnesses. Psychiatrists and psychologists use specially designed interview and assessment tools to evaluate a person for a personality disorder.

How Is Schizoid Personality Disorder Treated?

People with this disorder rarely seek treatment because their thoughts and behavior generally do not cause them distress. When treatment is sought, psychotherapy — a form of counseling — is the form of treatment most often used. Treatment likely will focus on increasing general coping skills, as well as on improving social interaction, communication, and self-esteem. Because trust is an important component of therapy, treatment can be challenging for the therapist since people with schizoid personality disorder have an inability to form relationships with others.

Medication is generally not used to treat schizoid personality disorder itself. Medication might, however, be prescribed if the person also suffers from an associated psychological problem, such as depression.

What Are the Complications of Schizoid Personality Disorder?

A lack of social interaction is the main complication of this disorder. People with schizoid personality disorder are rarely violent, as they prefer not to interact with people.

What Is the Outlook for People With Schizoid Personality Disorder?

Although some of their behaviors might be odd, people with schizoid personality disorder are generally able to function in everyday life. However, they might not form any meaningful relationships or have families of their own.

Can Schizoid Personality Disorder Be Prevented?

There is no known way to prevent schizoid personality disorder.

So for a few months now i’ve been testing out a cat invention. It works great and looking in various websites teaching me the do’s and don’ts about submitting inventions to companies. Sometimes the feeling of “Abandonment” comes to mind when trying to seek the correct people. At least for me, this feeling of “doing it all on my own” sucks. Sometimes I wish others can look past the here and now into the future. It would save many headaches when working with future engagements.

The cat invention can be sold in a commercial environment and it would not cost much to make, probably 50 cents. it can be sold for much more and would be a fad for years and years. Because of this and not knowing much about how everything works, however I’ve came across a website forum and followed a discussion on how to understand scam artists and where to go. Unfortunately, there are many websites “claiming” they can help you with your idea when these sites are actually promoting themselves and not the idea. The forum discussion said most of these “invention agents” are nothing more than junk mail asking you for money. The discussion also said to make an appointment with the manufacturing company in itself, example. the maker of  Mattel, or adobe. Going straight to the company with your idea and a Non-disclosure document signed by all parties before explaining your idea. If you contact someone and start telling them the idea without any non-disclosure document, what prevents them from claiming it’s their product unless you have a patient pending active on your idea. First thing is first though. Doing a search for a similar product should be done before applying for a patient pending on your idea. Once you have this, this guarantee’s you one year before your product ends up on the public domain and then anyone can market your idea. This website has great information on seeking inventors. However, even if I am the only one to accomplish this idea, it’s ok with me, people who have not helped me would loose out then.

-Jeff

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Usually, the computer is on my lap all day long, since the early teenage years. Blogging is not what it used to be. It was fun. ohh man were those the days. Blogging so much there were 75 people reading my blog on at one time, i could remember. Now, years later and a few blog databases lost there is something missing. When i was at therapy it was useless because afterwards i usually felt like shit, just like before i went in. After loosing hope in therapy and psychiatry I stopped in which got me stop obsessing on suicidal thoughts and death. Since then it must have been a few years since my divorce. I would love to call her the justice system delinquent for falsifying a police report on domestic abuse against me. From this experience I learned even your soul mate will turn on you for no reason and tell you how much you mean to her and how she tells others i beat her. This was an eye opener and also a heart closer. Also my thoughts on the justice system changes realizing how easy it is to get fucked for being a good person. There was nothing i could do and it was her word against mine, i still never got over that as she treated me with so much disrespect.  She took more away from me on that stunt than i believe anyone could ever know. Having loosing faith in love and the justice department I turned to work and really drilled on making money online. An older blog posts starts to mention the passion starting to dimmer away on what i know. It’s a dull feeling, there is no way on earth to blame the way things happened in my life on those experiences, although you are for what you remember and learned since a child.

In recent years the resume has gotten long and how others can say I’ve been a success for awhile now. I’ve done earlier ranting about this and never got anywhere, then stopped because it was like talking to a broken soul. Now i am facing more faith in my work, and what I’ve learned as a tool to earn money. people buy a service not a sales pitch. well, some do and it works. Admitting I’ve spent money on something and as a product it was disappointing. The line of work in study is becoming a saturated mess and it seems the internet is the new tools to make money. Instead of 2 wal-mart stores in your area, you now have a slew of wal-marts lined up on every street. Oversaturated. It’s not what it used to be that’s for sure. Thinking about a complete career change was always there, however just because there is wal-mart on every virtual corner doesn’t mean there is a school within price range and within driving distance.

My brain feels like… It knows more than it should and information is boring. Too me, questioning a career change after knowing how careers actually work and other types of information makes looking out the eye balls unexciting.

I would like to challenge someone who can allow me see for what life is, and not what i know. From what i know, its a large scam, over saturated with people, businesses and too many creative people all fighting for that dollar we ALL crave.

I used to love doing music, and Casper Script was apart of me, and that passion was lost, After understanding what it feels like to try a lost passion is like trying something for the first time. It’s not the same. It will never be the same because the computer was on the floor. It’s the start of being unpassioned.

-Jeff

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The creativity is dead, no lie what happened it’s gone!

No far to short, where to belong.

Once a man, now a pussy, Mirrors reflect, understanding.

There is so much out of sync, gone from passion.

I am just a person like you trapped on earth like slaves.

Believing in afterlife is a mistake, why study its not creative.

being creative what gives, rather just kill the boredom, but how.

Would you alter yourself to believe in something you don’t.

If you believe in life after death, than death before life?

People want to offer me an idea of professional care,

What’s professional about it, and who invented professional?

A natural critic on being your best friend is who I am.

People screw other people over but no one here to screw me up.

People say you need to be with others so you can be normal.

Normal does not believe you need to slave yourself till your dead.

America works on dying breads to cure the unborn. We feed money.

A baby feeder with a cough and getting dye and knows it too.

A baby is like an ugly wall, its nothing until teach it to be creative.

No one around to teach me how to be screwed up like you.

I don’t like what this world has become and what creative is.

Maybe your caught up in it like most creative people.

but when being creative is dead, gone where is it.

What is life when you can’t fit in. doesn’t exist, boredom kills.

It’s like a drug that is addicted to other drugs, we love drugs.

All of us can’t live without being screwed up,

If we did not have creative people to make drugs, where would we be?

Stone ages probably, but then again, stone ages suck.

lets blow up all our own creativity to gain more creativity.

That way we can appreciate like in an uncreative way.

People be zombies like you, too creative to care about yourself.

but care too much about screwing people up with your creativeness.

Don’t understand, perhaps i should shoot myself to figure it out.

Ohh no, now you care, place me under more drugs so life goes on.

I could commit suicide but even that bores me too death.

I can say the things i say because its the first amendment.

I could say, i am going to kill myself in 15 days, yet, how can you prove it.

Life must be more creative than this to get some creative in me.

A lyric doesn’t mean anything, but to you its everything.

What changed, something i said, did upset your tummy ache.

Yah, you have issues, more than me, too much creativity, must be boring.

Rate your professionalism on a scale of 1 to 10 on how professed you are? 

Life is a research term and like most your screwed up from creative methods.

Take your brain on drugs, take an egg and make scrambled eggs, creativity.

You can’t walk across the street what are you? a cripple, creativity.

Your face looks like a sideways g-string made for retards, what are you?

mentally handicapped. love these creative ways to explain my creativeness

I’m not sure what i feel because lately I’m not much of anything.

Looked for answers and knows i listen when others give suggestions.

Being alone in the world should mean have more emotion.

Before people get their panties in a bunch and arrest me in a straight jacket.

It’s screwed up how people treat people. it’s not even about you or me.

It’s just a letter maybe to reach GOD or Santa clause.

It’s not reaching you, please don’t read my mail.

ohh wait, it’s America the scam nation with lots of creativity.

Where can people go who see the world for what it is,

not blow it off and say, that’s life,

I am sure other people feel the same way as I.

we are all too much alike and there is no other objective to life but wait to die.

It’s like we are sent here from birth just to die.

Too me it makes no sense, finding sense seems dense.

the more research i do, the more dull life gets.

If i keep on doing research until i die,

how dull will i be on my last breath?

will i have a million bucks and have a name,

or just a fucking waste to live a life based on creative ways.

-Jeff

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